2003-02-23 - 12:22 a.m.

This is my updated journal. Wow, it has been a really long time since I've written in it. So, brace yourself for a long, very long journal entry. I'm writing this right now because I just wanted to be alone tonight. Isn't that a shock? I didn't even want to go to the Waffle House. That's just crazy. Well, I can't even decide on a good starting point. That's no good. Oh, here, I know: About 2 weeks ago, I had the worst week EVER. It went as follows: My guitar broke (along with my heart), Someone stole my c.d. player out of my car, I hit my grandmother's van, my tire popped because of some psycho "lady", my NEW tire popped because I ran over a nail (the very next day), and finally, someone stole $18 whole dollars from me that Friday. It doesn't sound like a lot of money, but when you are poor, it's all the money in the world. It's actually all kinda funny now that I just read that. Haha. Hilarious.

Last Saturday I played a song during Sarah's set at 106 West. It was a song that I wrote about this guy who I've had a "crush" on for forever. It was sooo cool because I got to see him tonight. It kinda made me sad though. Not because I know that I'll never have a chance with him, but because I know I'll probably never meet anyone just like him who I will have a chance with. I don't even know if that made sense. It did to me. But seriously, I wouldn't ever want to be with him. This crushing thing is actually a lot of fun. It gives me song themes. And by the way, I'm really not obsessed.

Aw, I feel bad for all of you who expected a cool journal thingie. I'm really tired so I'm just all blah right now. But here's an idea...give me topics to write about. Sometimes it's really hard to think of something to start off with, and I'm sure all of you are just dying to hear my opinion on all sorts of things. Come on, do it, it will be fun.

Thanks to all of you who told me to update my journal. It made me feel so loved :) I felt bad for making you read "My life should have a soundtrack..." everyday. That was for you Jenna.

Ok, I lied...this isn't going to be a long journal. But listen, I PROMISE that I will update it again in no more than one week. I love all of you guys and gals. And remember, don't let your youger (or older) siblings tell you that they killed Jesus.

Goodnight.

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