2002-08-04 - 10:51 p.m.

I hate being on mailing lists. They make you feel so unimportant, and who wants to feel that way? Not I. I have unsubscribed from every mailing list that I've ever belonged to, now I feel like a new person.

I love life right now. My schedule is so freaking awesome, well, except having to face the wrath of Mrs. Oliver, again. But it's ok, I think I'm going to get that changed, and if not, I'll deal with it. I guess taking calculus as a senior wouldn't be that bad for college applications.

Well, the whole thing with him is coming along ok, but only ok. We talked today and I was sooo nervous. I've never been that nervous talking to him before. It was crazy, but cool. A little awkward, but not too bad, I guess. Fortunately, he is going to Appalachee this year, which totally rocks for me. I don't mean that in a bad way, honestly. This will definetly give us our space.

Oh, and the best part of everything is that I get to see _____ ______ this Saturday!!!!!! I'm sooo happy about that.

Well, there is no time to tell about Rex and Chester tonight, but I will, soon.

I just realized that my journal never really tells about any events of the day. I just put random thoughts here. Oh well, I hope that's legal and ok with everyone out there.

Oh, here is some crap, but I'm over it now. The other day, I was going to get my license because I lost "them". Well, I stood in line for 3 freaking hours, 3!! And when I finally got in, out of the hot sun, the grumpy fat ass mean man says "I'm sorry, I need your birth certificate." Because you know how impossible it would be for me to just give them my social security number and then they pull up everything about me.

Ok, I have like 20 IM's going, so I must go talk to my many fans, haha, just kidding. I love you all, ofcourse.

I love Jenna because she let's me vent to her, hehe, she's becoming a best friend, actually, she already is. I have like 3 best friends, and she is one of them, isn't that great? She always tells me how pretty I am and she gives me advice when I need it. And, she is the best computer person in the world, with the most beautiful hair. I couldn't ask for more. I love you Jenna.

(She is also a PHP goddess.)

I love Jessica, well, for the simple fact that she's Jessica. She talks to me about really cool things and she doesn't think I'm bi sexual. We are going to have a class together which sooo rocks. It's going to be great. She also has an incredible voice, who wouldn't love that? I love you Jessica.

I love Milton because he is the coolest guy who doesn't act like a guy. He is sooo sweet, and, he picks me up when he hugs me, oh how I love that! Milton is so awesome. I am going to marry him. I love you Milton.

I love Justin because he let's me talk to him about anything, and he always acts interested in everything I have to say. We make fun of people together and it's so awesome and so much fun, but only people who deserve it, like ex's.

He is also an awesome guitarist and writes incredible songs. I love you Justin.

I love Sarah because she is my best friend. Regardless of every argument we have, it never seems to change the way we feel about eachother. We share so many inside jokes and stories. They are all incredible. We use to have really cool late night talks, but not so much anymore. It's ok though. I love you Sarah.

I love Shawn because he let's me hold his hand and follow him around. Haha, just kidding. He is really funny and very talented. He made the best C.D. in the whole world, and I listen to it almost everyday. He's the coolest guy named Shawn that I've ever met. I love you Shawn.

I love Sam because she is so unique. She seems to find all the cool shirts from the Potter's House. She is a wonderful writer and she always makes me so happy. She is also so freaking hilarious, you gotta love that in a girl. I love you Sam.

I know, I know, that's not everyone. But I will put more of these things on another journal. Hey, I can't use them all up on one journal entry, right?

I love you! : )

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